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Saturn square Ascendant

Saturn square Ascendant natives can be self-disciplined yet it will typically take a crisis or challenge to force you to act from this aspect of yourself. Under typical circumstances you may be impatient and more willing to take risks, or hasty with your decisions. You may cut corners and not show your best possible efforts until you are backed into a corner and have failed numerous other ways. Only then will you buckle down and call on your practical organizational skills and ability to self-moderate and practice discipline. You could be more consistent and cautious on a regular basis but you don’t like feeling restricted and you fear missing out on an opportunity if you are too closely tied to the rulebook. The positive thing about Saturn square Ascendant aspect is that these people are prudent and honest. The negative side of this aspect is that they can feel obstructions and difficulties in gaining popularity among people. They also get tired easily and they may suffer from frequent colds and attacks of rheumatism.

Saturn square Ascendant

Saturn square Ascendant have possibly felt that the only way you could be your own person and obtain worldly success is by having as few personal attachments as possible. This likely means that you have struggled to keep intimate ties, even at an early age with family. You either didn't feel like you wholly belonged to them, or them to you. Similarly, you probably don't make it easy for partners or colleagues to get to know you on an intimate level. You're too fearful that they may try to hamstring you or tie you down to domestic, familial, or relationship obligations that will keep you from the acclaim you seek. Yet, it's not entirely clear to you that that is what you seek. Perhaps you’re more than occasionally curious to know how it feels to be unconditionally supported and accepted. But you'll never know if you don't allow it or even try sincerely. In the worse case scenarios, Saturn square Ascendant can lacks self-belief and be restless, unkind, cold, pessimistic, often hides a sense of inferiority by behaving like a clown or comedian and making fun of himself. In serious cases selfishness, harshness and even cruelty. Saturn square Ascendant can bring forth a sense of challenge in expressing your true self. You may feel a hesitancy and reservation when encountering new individuals, which can be frustrating as you yearn to showcase your authentic nature. This inclination may stem from past experiences in your childhood where you felt limited in expressing your true enthusiasm due to rules and restrictions imposed by your parents. As you navigate your interactions with others, it may take some time to cultivate a sense of self-confidence. This journey is essential for enhancing your relationships and communication skills. While your disciplined and cautious nature serves you well, it can also hinder your ability to seize opportunities that may appear risky. Consider embracing a mindset that encourages taking calculated risks, recognizing that success and failure are not the ultimate measures of growth.By embarking upon this path, you open yourself up to the vast tapestry of experiences that life offers. Embracing diverse hues of triumphs and setbacks can expand both your mind and your personality. Remember, it is not solely about the destination but also the journey itself. Every step forward, regardless of the outcome, contributes to your personal growth and self-discovery. Reflect upon the following question: How can you cultivate a mindset that embraces both calculated risks and the inherent value of experiences, allowing your true self to shine brightly in your interactions with others?

With Saturn square Ascendant, you experienced some less-than-stellar circumstances in childhood. You either had intensely strict rules, physical or verbal abuse, or you were emotionally scarred by rules at your school. Sometimes, this placement reflects a combination of all three circumstances. In your childhood, you felt that you couldn’t control your environment no matter how hard you tried. When you eventually realized that your efforts were fruitless, you retreated into yourself. Now with Saturn square Ascendant, you’re probably a bit reserved when you meet new people. This might actually annoy you, because you know that you’re not portraying your truest self. This was learned in childhood. You couldn’t express yourself openly for fear of punishment or retaliation in some environment, whether this was with your parents, teachers, or other children. Your natural enthusiasm was tempered with rules and limitations; you had to hide the truest parts of yourself. These lessons are very hard to unlearn! You may find that no matter how much you want to show your truest self to other people, Saturn square Ascendant keeps the inner you totally hidden. You also felt very serious or responsible as a child. In some way, you were responsible or other people or had a lot of weight on you. This taught you that, with Saturn square Ascendant, it’s your job to take care of things. These lessons make you even more inhibited or shy! It’s especially difficult for you to interact when you first meet someone. Because you have this Saturn square Ascendant aspect, others tend to react negatively to you, too. You may come off as too rigid or even pessimistic, even if you’re trying your hardest to be outgoing and optimistic. You clam up and just can’t break free of your bonds. You will feel especially repressed in childhood. The Saturn square Ascendant aspect is the most tough before your first Saturn return. It may take some time to develop your social skills and confidence in groups, but it’s important that you actively work to learn these skills. Don’t ever think that you’re just not outgoing; you simply don’t have the same skills that other people are born with. Over time, you will figure out how to show more of your inner self and take social risks. This will happen when you’re willing to open up and try. It’s very scary to be vulnerable with Saturn square Ascendant, but this is the path to healing. Under Saturn square Ascendant aspect, you might also have some issues surrounding control. You felt that everything was out of control as a child, so you like to stay in areas you have complete control over now. However, you need to learn how to let down your walls and go with the flow. Be OK with everything that happens, even if it feels bad. Remember that you can’t have good things without the equal and opposite bad thing.  Ultimately, you can work through a lot of your Saturn square Ascendant issues by getting to the roots of your childhood trauma and recognizing your responses in real time, now. Remember that squares can be a blessing in disguise because they force you to deal with these issues.

Saturn square Ascendant can be too rigid on themselves and others, even when they’re trying their hardest to be outgoing and optimistic

Saturn square Ascendant natal gives an aversion to tradition or authority that stems from some injustice or hardship early in life. Perhaps your natural childhood enthusiasm had to be tempered with rules and limitations on your behavior. You may have suffered from physical or verbal abuse by a parent. Or perhaps you were psychologically scarred by bullying or punishment at school. Early setbacks can lead to low self-esteem, inhibition, and shyness, especially in groups and when meeting new people. It may take you some time to develop your social and interpersonal skills. Saturn is a late bloomer, and you have the patience and determination to find happiness and contentment in relationships. The second half of your life will likely be much easier than the first. First impressions are important with this aspect. It is hard for you to hide any negativity in the form of fear, apprehension or pessimism. Other people can sense such negative energy and may become wary or suspicious of you. In extreme cases, you could make enemies who work against you and make your life difficult. You can build trust and acceptance by following the rules and norms of society. Working against the system will cause more problems for you than it would for most others, and this is especially the case if you live in a particularly conservative or strict society. For example, living an openly alternative lifestyle in a progressive, open-minded community would be easier for you. However, being a flamboyant individualist in Victorian England would cause persecution and loss of freedom. Age and experience will teach you how far you can push the boundaries. The key to success is expressing yourself as much as possible and enjoying life as much as possible without causing too much resistance from others.

 

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